I recently moved out of California to the Midwest, and before leaving Cali I was fairly fit, goimg to the gym often, eat maybe one meal, or a few Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches, or Soups, and then snack on small things, like oatmeal bars and fruits snacks, and was a lot more thin than I am currently. Moving to another state to move in with my father, grandmother, and other family, they have been giving me nothing but three full meals a day, my father has been petty on taking me to the gym, or to the Orthodox church (he's a Seventh-Day Adventist, they're culty) I've been recently attending ever since I lost my car in a near-fatal car accident, and my grandmother makes nothing but spaghetti (idk why she calls them macaroni), and other kinds of greasy foods, which I don't like and I am picky of what I eat. I work as a contractor with my father, and for lunch he takes me to eat nothing but pizza, and I am getting sick and tired of eating that stuff. I brought and bought my own food, but I never have a chance to make any of it, since my grandma is always cooking something that is pretty fattening at home and insists on serving some to me, I don't want say no because she will eventually become petty, but also she takes up the entire oven, with pots and pans with nothing but greasy food. I buy mainly vegetables, to cook, oatmeal, and fruits. I drink a lot of water every minute, and maybe a cup of coffee a day. But after my father and I finish working and get back home, my grandmother is always cooking something, while I want my own time to cook and eat what I already planned in my head, I hate being a people pleaser. I've been feeling stuck with this ever since I lost my car and had the ability to go wherever I want without, buy what I want without being dependent on my father, which I don't like being dependent on because he's just as petty as my grandmother, and always says no to just drop me off at a gym that's literally 8 minutes away from home, but it's an hour and a half walking distance, but it gets really cold outside to even walk without being layered up. Ive been talking to my father about my frustrations with this and he always ignores what I say and acts like a complete dumbass. I am thankful that my grandmother thinks of me when making food, but I can make my own food. When I used to be much fatter my self esteem was very low, and I feel like that's where I'm heading again. Am I the asshole in this?

I'm the friend that gives everyone nicknames, whether family, comrades, chicks. I will call you a nickname that you dont even know you have and sometimes it sticks. Heres a few of my favorite nicknames for the boys!!
#1 Magikelle, its soooo simple and a play on the word Magical, and we all can agree that our Point Gawd is Magikelle with the ball in his hand and even more so on the defensive end. I posted this for the first time Media Day when he was speaking with Florida Sports News and they let the players view the live stream as they were being interviewed, when she showed him the comments he saw Magikelle and was like " I like that, you see that one right there I like that" Check the tape
#2 MOD, The minister of the Defense is still an insane nickname for JI, he will be back Maning one of the back up big spots next year.
#3 Prototype P v.5 Every time I get cooking with P on 2k or he gets it going in a game, I call him Prototype P, They compared the kid to LBJ and Melo lmao only word that describes Paolo to me and thats "prototype" he is built for this.
#4 Boogie(Franzchise) x Moe Swag SUPER SWAGNER BROS
#5 CloseEmOut Cole aka The C.E.O As we saw tonight, Cole Anthony is a huge piece to this puzzle and when he gets it rolling in the 4th my entire household is screaming CLOSE EM OUT COLE!!!!!
#6 Chum Buck3t (Sticky Fingers Okeke) man house I miss getting hype for my man Chum, #FREECHUM
Just a few of my PERSONAL favorites, What do you like to call the guys when they get rolling or what Ideas do you all have for some cool nicknames!!! Great Win boys enjoy some Pizza, and see yall next episode of The New Adventures of Magikelle and The Magic Kingdom vs Nets.

The Yellow Man

The yellow man is William Afton. This is made pretty clear by his purple car. The other cars in the road section of MM were purple/pink, but this could just be a design choice. The cars are other colors when you go to JR’s, but the purple car remains the same. This minigame takes place right after he killed Charlie.

The Footprints

The footprints are of a nightmare animatronic (or an animatronic/endoskeleton with an illusion disk) meant to scare Michael after the death of BV. In the fnaf 4 menu screen, we are shown that the nightmares do hide in bushes. This specific nightmare wasn’t meant to do anything more but watch and stalk Michael through the window, which would explain only one footprint.

The Runaway

The runaway is Michael Afton. After a year or two of abuse and being visited by nightmares, Michael decides that he’s had enough. He faces his fears of the nightmares and runs away while William is gone and never comes back. This would explain why he takes a job at Freddy’s simply for the free food (and money). If he still lived with William, he wouldn’t need to resort to taking pizza from Freddy’s. It also explains why he gets fired for odor, as he would smell a bit bad after being homeless.

The TV Person

The person watching TV is Mrs. Afton. Michael probably wouldn’t talk to William like that given how abusive he sounds. Her being bald is probably just representing how stressed she is after BV and Elizabeth died. The same stress plus Michael running away would lead to her divorcing William and eventually killing herself.

The Mound

The mound is a grave. Elizabeth’s grave, specifically. I don’t think it’s BV’s grave for a few reasons. BV got bit in public and he later died in a hospital, shown by the flatline at the end of fnaf 4. He would’ve gotten buried at a real graveyard because his death was official to the public. Elizabeth’s was not. Nobody heard or saw her die, and William would have to explain why his robots were capable of killing kids. Because of this, he would have to hide her body himself.
After the death of BV, William took to drinking. Elizabeth’s death shortly after is what really pushed him over the edge, though. He became a full time alcoholic. He gets banned from the bar he frequently visits because the owner felt bad for him (and his family). He then decides he needs a new way to deal with his grief. He needed to inflict that pain on other parents, and he would start with Henry.

Hello potential friend! I know the typical format is "hello this is me, let's be friends!" but I thought it would be a bit more fun to make my post a resume as I am applying to be your friend, so here goes:
Goal: To be a great friend to you, make you laugh, and listen to you when you need to vent.
Personality Overview: I'm a learned extrovert. For those unfamiliar with the term, my job has forced me to display enough extrovert characteristics (all the presenting) that you'd think I was an actual extravert, but my heart is that of an introvert. I'm nerdy in the sense that I love learning and I'm usually combing through a textbook of some sort trying to get better at one of my current skills or learn a new one.
Experience: I'm friendly to most people. The only exception would be clowns and this one girl named Betty from the 3rd grade because she sat on my slice of pizza and I told her I wouldn't be her friend if she didn't get me a whole Pizza Hut to make up for it.
Hobbies: As of recent, I've been trying to work on short fiction writing. The most fictitious thing about it is how worth reading my efforts have been! I'm into outdoorsy things like camping, biking, swimming, and not getting eaten by bears.
Pets: My apartment doesn't allow me to have pets :( I would love to have a cat, but ironically I'm allergic.
Friend Preference: Just someone that is kind and fun to chat with, if that seems like you I hope to hear from you :)
Music: I like 80s pop, house, and I enjoy my emo throwbacks.
If you're on the fence... I have a couple Dad jokes you might like. Slide into the DMs and we can talk further :)

So the other day, the gym employee, who had also coached me for a bit approached me to ask me a couple of questions about exogenous insulin usage.
He knew that i was T1 since the first day I was introduced to him, because the topic of insulin came up as it does in a lot of fitness related conversations.
For those of you that don't know, non-diebtic bodybuilders often use exogenous insulin paired with other PEDs/anabolic steroids, to keep their BG in check due to the massive amount of carb consumption and HGH usage that cause insulin resistance (amongst other reasons, I am not a doctor).
The convo was already awkward because he was in the middle of training his client and I was with my gym buddy, so the focus for a bro-science one on one wasn't there. But he also kept using ''bodybuilding'' lingo that he had probably heard from his circle, to describe diabetic related terminology which confused me even more.
For example I didn't realise he was describing long acting insulin and not some short of intermediate-acting insulin.I didn't know BBers used long acting insulin.Thankfully I realised after finishing my set and cleared that up.
He told me that he had seen fellow BBers do 10ui and immediately chugging down a whole 1.5L coca-cola bottle (I didn't get any other context lol).He also asked me if 15g of carbs=1iu and I responded that it's not universal but that it is a common rule for T1s, which he isn't.
I tried to simplify and dumb it down as much as I could, while warning him that hypos can be fatal, that I'm not his doctor and that insulin dosage is diff for each individual and for each meal (pizza says hello).But I don't think I got through to him.
Honestly he's a nice dude, and I'm not the type to tell an older person what to do with their body, but this interaction was dumb af. How can I possibly explain to sb so out of the loop, that managing BG is not as simple as swallowing a sarms pill?
It's also incredibly ironic how some people are willingly dipping their toes in T1 territory for some extra gains, even if it's just for a cycle...meanwhile I'm still changing and experimenting with dosages.
ps: I hope the text is coherent, it's very late and my english is rusty

So I’ve started working at Pizza Hut (again, different location) and this manager doesn’t care really what we get or make ourselves, as long as we ring it up, and I was wondering because of anxiety, if it can be taken out of my paycheck? I’m just confused because I know I have to ring it up in the system because of inventory’s sake, but what about the money that is just disappearing?
I’ve just been anxious because he just tells me to ring it up and I always do, but idk if he can just let that slide in the system or if he can override the price? Don’t want my paycheck to just go to shit though lol. He’s super cool about it though and it helps a lot because being someone living alone with hardly any food at home, he helps a ton and let’s me take home whatever I want of choice :)

but ms. lashay this is how you come out on your birthday pictures below (happy birthday to me 3/23👸🏽) mind you it’s MY birthday but I took my 3 beautiful, gorgeous daughters whom I would NEVER call ugly to monkey joes and bought them pizza hut on my day because ima MOMMY before anything pregnant or not I always put mine first 🥰💁🏽‍♀️ but what’s so crazy is how am i on my 4th angel and you still bigger than me?🥹 I ain no lil lady myself but slow down poonie oh & remember you blocked me on both pages cause I kept it real with you? 😕or is it because i’m pretty? 😘

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This past weekend we hosted a few friends and their families to celebrate our son's 4th birthday. In total we had 5 families in attendance, all with a 3 or 4 year old child. Only 2 families has more than 1 child, my family (we also have an 8mo daughter) and my friend's family. She has three children, 12m, 8f, and 4m.
Prior to the party I let everyone know the whole family was invited and we would provide all refreshments. I verified with each of my mom friends that our menu fit everyone's needs. We had pizzas, salad, yogurt squeezes, fresh veggies and fruit, and several chips and dips, and birthday cake, along with water, soda and 2 different juice pouches for the kids (or adults - no judgement). It was a beautiful day, so we set up the bounce house in the backyard and had the food/drinks inside our screened in porch. We even had a cooler with just water and juice next to bounce house. The kids mostly ran between our play set and the bounce house, while the adults congregated around the food and drinks.
During the party my friend's middle daughter, Sarah (fake name), asked if she could have something to drink. I told her she was more than welcome to help herself. I then asked if she knew where the drinks were located or if she wanted me to show her. She said she didn't like anything I had to offer and wanted a sports drink.
The sports drinks she was referring to are located in a bin on our front patio for delivery drivers to grab. I also have a basket with chips, crackers and cookies I keep stocked for them.
When Sarah asked if she could have a sports drink, I said no and explained they were for delivery drivers and not for the party. Her dad overheard me and said she could grab one because I bought them to be drank and who cares if a child or delivery driver drinks it. To be honest, he has a point, but I did not appreciate being undermined at my own home. I told him, no, Sarah could not grab a drink from the bin out front, I had plenty of drinks for the party out back. My friend then stepped in by handing her daughter a water and telling her to drink it.
The remainder of the party went off without any drama. I thought the whole thing was over and done with until I met with my friend for a playdate. She said her husband thinks I'm a bad host and should have just let Sarah have the sports drink. If I didn't want anyone to ask, I should have put them away so nobody saw them. Personally, I feel as if I provided more than enough refreshment options, and would not open my fridge or pantry if asked for another option (unless dietary/allergy related - but I always go over menus prior to events because my best friend has a peanut allergy). Why is the offering on my front patio up for grabs when it's not even in sight or on the same side of the house as the party?
AITA for refusing to allow a guest to have a drink I was not offering?

Today I celebrate six months of sobriety and recovery. After almost 30 years of self-harm, the Grim Reaper almost got me. I have been alcohol and tobacco free since. I then decided in December to also stop self-medicating with pizza and Oreos. I have since adopted a 1500-2000 calorie healthy diet and kick box 3 times a week at the gym. So far, I have lost almost 50 lbs. and gained a lot of muscle. I can truthfully say I have never felt happier or better physically and mentally in my life.
If you have problems with substance abuse or mental issues, please get help! You are not alone, and things can get better! I thought there was no hope and no redemption for me. I have found both! I still have atonements and mending to do, but I look forward to every wonderful day!

Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: Oh come on, Wendy. Where's your sense of humor?
Kortalus: Yeah, lighten up, Wendy. We're just having a little fun.
AyameM: Speaking of fun, have any of you tried those new flavored lube brands?
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: Wait, what? Flavored lube?
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Oh yeah, they're all the rage. I even tried the pumpkin spice flavor. It's like having a latte down there.
DeltaMuskRat: I prefer the chocolate flavor myself. It's like having a delicious dessert during sex.
ItsmeLD: Guys, can we please talk about something other than sex or trolling? Like, I don't know, how about the best ways to groom a horse?
Wendy_Darling23: Oh, I know! Let's talk about the best way to get rid of pesky fruit flies. I heard that putting apple cider vinegar in a bowl with dish soap does the trick.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: Wow, that's actually really helpful. Thanks, Wendy.
Kortalus: Yeah, I could use some fruit fly tips. They've been driving me crazy.
AyameM: And you know what else is great for getting rid of fruit flies? Flavored lube.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Alright, how about this? Let's team up and troll that obnoxious Wabbie guy. He's been causing trouble on the forums for too long.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: Ooh, I'm in! But we need a plan. What kind of trolling do you suggest?
Kortalus: I can handle that. We need to hit him where it hurts the most - his ego.
AyameM: Yeah, but how do we do that? He's such an obnoxious troll, it's hard to get a rise out of him.
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: What if we pretend to be his biggest fans? Shower him with praise and admiration until he starts to believe it?
DeltaMuskRat: Or we could hit him with a barrage of puns until he can't take it anymore. Punishment is the best revenge.
ItsmeLD: I have a better idea. Let's all start posting pictures of our horses and pretend they're better than his. He won't be able to handle the jealousy.
Wendy_Darling23: Um, guys, I don't think trolling is a very nice thing to do. Maybe we should just ignore him and focus on positive things instead.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Wendy, you're such a buzzkill. Let us have some fun. And trust me, Wabbie deserves it.
Kortalus: Alright, it's settled then. Let's show Wabbie who's boss.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: Hey, have you guys heard about the drama with Tom? I can't believe he's still stringing me along after all these years.
Kortalus: Ugh, not this again. Can we talk about something else for once?
AyameM: Yeah, I'm kind of tired of hearing about Tom. Hey, have any of you seen my OnlyFans page?
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: What about me? I have some thoughts on Tom, if anyone's interested.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Who cares about Tom? Let's talk about how we can troll Wabbie some more.
DeltaMuskRat: Speaking of trolling, I have some great puns I've been working on.
ItsmeLD: Yeah, and speaking of great things, my husband just bought me a new horse. He's such a great provider.
Wendy_Darling23: Um, guys, can we please talk about something that's not so mean or gross? Like, I don't know, puppies or rainbows or something?
AyameM: Oh, come on, Wendy. What's wrong with talking about sex? It's a natural human desire. I think about it all the time.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: Ayame, you are always so obsessed with sex. Do you have a problem or something?
AyameM: No, I just think it's a fun topic. Don't tell me you guys don't think about it too.
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: I mean, I do think about it, but not all the time like you do, Ayame.
Kortalus: Yeah, Ayame, you need to get your mind out of the gutter and focus on something else for a change.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Actually, I'm with Ayame on this one. Sex is a great topic. Let's talk about our favorite positions.
DeltaMuskRat: Oh boy, this conversation is really getting out of hand. I think I'll stick to my puns.
ItsmeLD: I have to agree with Wendy. Can't we talk about something less vulgar?
AyameM: Fine, we don't have to talk about sex. But I'm just saying, it's a great way to pass the time.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Kortalus, I've been meaning to talk to you about something.
Kortalus: Oh boy, here we go.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Look, man, we know you have a thing for younger women, but it's kind of creepy.
Kortalus: What are you talking about? I don't do anything illegal.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: It's not just about legality, Kortalus. It's about morality. What kind of person actively seeks out relationships with girls who are barely legal?
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: Yeah, it's not a good look, Kortalus. Maybe you should focus on finding a more age-appropriate partner.
DeltaMuskRat: Or maybe you could just focus on making puns instead of creeping everyone out.
Kortalus: You guys are blowing this out of proportion. I just like women who are younger, that's all.
AyameM: I think about sex a lot, but even I find that kind of creepy.
Wendy_Darling23: Yeah, I mean, I don't even really understand what the appeal is. Aren't older women more experienced and knowledgeable?
ItsmeLD: My husband always tells me that maturity is important in a relationship.
Kortalus: Look, you guys can judge me all you want, but it's not like I'm hurting anyone.
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: It's not about physical harm, Kortalus. It's about emotional harm. Younger women may not have the same life experience as you, and you could end up taking advantage of that.
Kortalus: Fine, whatever. I'll keep my preferences to myself from now on.
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: So, we've settled the debate on where to get pizza, but now we need to decide on a movie to watch. Any suggestions?
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: How about we watch that new horror movie that just came out?
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: No way, horror movies give me nightmares. Let's watch a romantic comedy instead.
DeltaMuskRat: I'm not a big fan of romantic comedies, they're too sappy for my taste. How about an action movie?
Kortalus: As long as there are some hot young actresses in it, I don't really care what we watch.
AyameM: Oh, I know what we can watch. How about that erotic movie that just came out? It's supposed to be really steamy.
Wendy_Darling23: Oh my goodness, no way. I don't want to watch something like that.
PlasticBeetle/SmashingBricks: Okay, let's not get carried away here. How about a classic like "The Godfather" or "Gone with the Wind"?
VentCent/ShadowToughtGaL42/SteamPunkGaL/WhiteTrashPig/VentScent42: Boring! Those movies are too old and long. We need something more modern and exciting.
Laurie/Taurean/SeventiesSpirit/70sSpirit/SeventiesWoman: What about a musical? I love those.
DeltaMuskRat: No way, I can't stand musicals. How about a comedy?
Kortalus: Yeah, a comedy would be good. As long as the actresses are young and attractive, of course.
AyameM: Ugh, can we please stop talking about actresses and just decide on a movie to watch? How about we do a vote and pick the one with the most votes?
Wendy_Darling23: Yes, that's a great idea. Let's just keep it simple and pick something we can all enjoy.

If you can’t tip a minimum of $5 then you really shouldn’t be ordering. It’s literally the bare minimum since someone is literally bringing food right to your house. It’s no different than tipping the pizza person $5(Honestly most people probably don’t even tip them either) if people tipped $5 minimum then no one would be getting orders under $7 because most base pay is at least $2. If you can afford service and delivery fee’s which actually don’t go to us then you can afford to tip $5. I am what you consider poor and when I order (rarely do) I at least tip $5, usually more.

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Hi, I would like to clarify some things before I go on, I am only 16 and I have never actually had a relationship which I don't really need to have at this age according to most, I met a person a while ago in my 9th grade, she is similar to me at least I feel when I look at her as well as in looks I even thought this upon initially seeing her for the first time, I initially had a good crush on her when I met her but took a while to talk to her because im nervous as hell, there was also another girl I NEVER talked to then that was probably a catalyst or a karmic if the main person im talking about is actually a twin flame, but there is a main key difference when I look at her she is much more extroverted than I and seems to want to talk to everyone, and it annoys the hell out of my ego, and everytime I see her I almost never see her talking to no one,
I discovered the twin flame concept a bit before or after meeting her, she herself isn't spiritual from what I can see but I tried to get her to meditate once when she was opening up about her problems to me, she didn't want to because she is ADHD, same as I, I checked MANY sources on twin flames and what they feel upon meeting or talking, I can agree with about half of them
Fast forward to when the issues start, she seems to be liking me internally and hints that she wants me to write her a note, so I eventually get one to her after I embarrass myself once attempting to get it to her, then she responds 2 days later saying she likes me but has family issues, (mind any of you this was a week or two before my school ended) and then I feel like I screwed myself up after giving her a second note by good luck almost desperately trying to be her friend at least, and this is something I didn't mention,
She has an overwhelming amount of charisma in my eyes which is one of the things I think makes me doubt any sort of connection because others can feel that as well probably,
Throughout the entire summer that followed, she was on my mind for almost half the day everyday, I was consistently thinking about reasons why I wasnt accepted by her usually completely forgetting she has family issues like me with the note she gave me back clearly stating she had them, which might even be mirrored my mom left me when I was 5 and then I have had 2 more other parent figures for a mom since then, with my stepmom being with me for 10 years as of now, she has father issues and she openly told me that before, and last time I ACTUALLY spoke to her she said her stepdad died recently and she's had 2-3 father figures in her life since then,
Fast forward through 3 months of internal agony, and I arrive back to school, she's in one of my classes and when she sees me in there I see her looking at me a lot and smiling, we talk a bit and I try to be a friend but for various reasons that's just not possible anymore, then E V E R Y D A Y I see her talking to my replacement, who she might have already known but looked similar to me on a couple of regards, my ego watched for 18 weeks as everyday she was at school and he was too, they just talked and sat next to each other every chance they could get, she knew damn well I was there watching from afar in agony as she sits on the completely opposite side of the room from me while my ego has a panic attack everyday upon seeing that, she literally has not had a conversation with me for at least 7-9 months and is still on my mind E V E R Y D A Y, while i think about her and wonder if shes okay and where she is because i havent seen her for probably near as long as well
And then there's stuff that just reinforces the idea of my suffering on this situation, I see many numbers right now which I can't talk about here and the other subreddit won't even let me speak there, I N E E D to get her out of my mind, and I damn well feel the thoughts of the short lived good times I had with her, (they went by so fast and everyday I went to school then I would be happy just to be in her presence)
Then some other signs start coming up, like I'm listening to music and it puts on Linkin Park one step closer, (their name is similar to Linkin) and then getting recommended songs with lyrics mainly relating to love. Seeing names similar to hers almost everywhere or ones that remind me of her, or just mishearing things as her name (never her exact name though as she has a REALLY unique name) And recently I had physical signs that I just can't ignore, like looking out the window a bit after thinking about her and seeing a big semi truck with the word EGO on it, seeing certain people and thinking it's her and almost starting to sweat upon seeing ppl who look similar, and lastly, several times I was in that class with the REPLACEMENT, I heard her voice say hi to me at least 4-5 times throughout the time I was there, and I don't think I'm schizophrenic (not yet at least) without her saying anything to me and I could have sworn I was at my desk once in that class and then she just looked at me in shock even though I didn't do anything, (maybe she heard my voice?) And lastly, I was at a amusement area, (incredible pizza) and everytime I got on a exciting ride it almost felt like she was next to me and enjoying the ride with me even though my cousin was sitting where she would appear in br my mind initially
This situation stresses me out, now I hate seeing angel numbers because they remind me of her and I can't think of any meanings for them other than one which I think means to not rush,
Thank you for reading if you had the time, if you have any suggestions on what I could do to FORGET about this then let me know P L E A S E

Hello potential friend! I know the typical format is "hello this is me, let's be friends!" but I thought it would be a bit more fun to make my post a resume as I am applying to be your friend, so here goes:
Goal: To be a great friend to you, make you laugh, and listen to you when you need to vent.
Personality Overview: I'm a learned extrovert. For those unfamiliar with the term, my job has forced me to display enough extrovert characteristics (all the presenting) that you'd think I was an actual extravert, but my heart is that of an introvert. I'm nerdy in the sense that I love learning and I'm usually combing through a textbook of some sort trying to get better at one of my current skills or learn a new one.
Experience: I'm friendly to most people. The only exception would be clowns and this one girl named Betty from the 3rd grade because she sat on my slice of pizza and I told her I wouldn't be her friend if she didn't get me a whole Pizza Hut to make up for it.
Hobbies: As of recent, I've been trying to work on short fiction writing. The most fictitious thing about it is how worth reading my efforts have been! I'm into outdoorsy things like camping, biking, swimming, and not getting eaten by bears.
Pets: My apartment doesn't allow me to have pets :( I would love to have a cat, but ironically I'm allergic.
Friend Preference: Just someone that is kind and fun to chat with, if that seems like you I hope to hear from you :)
Music: I like 80s pop, house, and I enjoy my emo throwbacks.
If you're on the fence... I have a couple Dad jokes you might like. Slide into the DMs and we can talk further :)